Catalina

Well I have been disappointed once again. I put a lot of time and money
into preparing an annual trip for the youth to go to Catalina and well
let's just say we didn't meet our quota.

It seems at this point no matter how much I mean to do good things or try
to say the right things... I am always wrong or I am "too honest"... Things
just come out wrong. I try to help people, and I fail. I try to be a friend
and I fail. I try to do things right and I fail, everytime I turn around I
am failing. So, I don't know what to do except for just go into seclusion
until I can figure things out.... I don't know what to do anymore and the
tears just keep coming.